Some random thoughts....that happen to come up..

Well last night I worked an overnight, and well it was an exciting one to say the least. The night started off easy. A Pt that happened to have a drug addiction fresh out of detox, well decided to go out and buy some more. His girlfriend's dealer was not a fan of this man, and "sucker" punched him and broke his jaw. While at the trauma center, we noticed that it was crazy night there so we dumped the pt off and left before we became some of the action. After that I had a little bit of down time.. Some interesting calls took place while in the city, a Car into a house (pt wasn't doing so hot), some drunks.. BUT WHATS NEW RIGHT??? So over the next few hours, I did a few more calls...But while back at the trauma center mentioned above, a Section (crazy person that is under protection of a hospital) decided that they no longer wanted to be a guest and walked right out the ambulance bay doors. A few seconds later, the nurse comes out screaming for someone to go get ...

Ahh, in EMS, we all know who we like to hate the most even though they really aren't the bad guys. Its our wonderful DISPATCH... This evening, I was trying to take a nap before my overnight shift on a friday in the metro boston area....(we all know what that brings.) I was just about asleep after trying for several hours when one of the dispatchers calls me.. this is our convo...(no lie) D will be for dispatch, S for me... RING RING!!!! s- hello? d- put your uniform on... s- huh hello? d- put your uniform on.. we need you for the overnight.. s- yeah i am already on the overnight.. i am in at 11.. d- how the fuck are you available and already working tonight? s- idk, how the fuck did you miss me on the roster for tonight? d- hold on let me look this up..........hmm i see your on, want to come in now? s- who's the shift with.. you know me, im picky about my overnight partners.. d- with tonya..... s- nope..see you at 11.. CLICK hahahahaha Now come on... Please please PLEASE use ...

So today, I don't know what brought it on, but I spent the day thinking about my coming out experience. I have heard a lot of peoples stories, some good, some bad but all of them different. I have also learned that if I was to get a chance to do it over again, I wouldn't. So it starts my sophomore year of high school. It was lunch time and I was sitting in the same hall with the same group of friends I had been sitting with for the last year and a half or so.. I was sitting next to my friend melissa. I nudged her and said "hey melissa, I think I'm gay..." Her reaction was PRICELESS "OMG ARE YOU REALLY!?!?!?! THATS AWESOME!!!" so that was a good start right?? I like to think so. So over the new few days I started to tell more and more people. Some of my friends took it well, others didn't.. Being in high school was hard since things like this, well spread like a wildfire.. So more and more people started knowing and asking. Before long the s...